An Apology

To my friends and family,

For not calling

For not answering my phone when you call

For not returning your phone calls

For taking hours in between texts

For going to bed early

For not making time

For not coming to visit you

For not hanging out

For not following through

For being tired and cranky

To my husband,

For not cooking ever

For not grocery shopping

For not doing laundry

For not making the bed

For leaving all my clothes in a pile in front of the bedroom door

For not taking the dog out

For showering less frequently than normal

For living in yoga pants and scrubs

For never getting in bed at the same time as you

For being tired and cranky

For being tired and cranky

For being tired and cranky

And as bad as I feel.  

I'm resolving not to feel bad at all.

  Because I work full time plus some.  

And I'm in a full time, intensive school program.

  And I want to get an A.  

And this is the most important thing right now for me.  

And my current/future family.

So while I apologize.

I am not sorry.  

Ok. Love you. Bye.